Rikku's Fantasy~

I deserves it...pls dun take it away

Currently lost half of my job. Instead of full time shifts, it was reduced to part time with only 3 days work. My youngest sis came to UK with no fault of my own for 3 years to study. Resulting me being asked for money for her. I want to go Europe trip. I've never left UK since I came here more than a year liao. Parents no money to pay for me trip, I know, so i never dare to ask. There's no other way but to earn it myself. Who knows just a few days ago i'm being asked for money to pay my sis's rent.  I really really want to go Europe. Coz I know once I back m'sia...I will never come back here again. If you were me, how would you feel?

I'm just trying to get the things that I want by earning it myself. Is it too selfish to ask them not to take it away form me?

UK: Weird things happen

You can see smoke when you pee. Y? Coz it's so cold here that your pee is hot enough for you to see it emit hot air. +_+"

UK is a different world...

I used to learn that if you have nothing to talk about, talk about the weather.

It is not true here in UK. We ALWAYS talk about the weather. Y? Coz the weather here is...wat's the word? Amusing. it changes so fast that it still even amuses the older folks who have been livng in UK for as long as they live(50ish age group). The weather becomes a very interesting topic other than just to "fill in the silence". Imagine if I talk about the weather in Malaysia..."so hot ah!""..."ya, so hot oh!"..."hey, it's hot just now, it still hot now oh!"..."...the weather forecast say it will be hot today, tomorrow, the day after, the day after after,..." +_+"

"Watch where you walk."

Partly true of in uk of coz, no matter where you are. I use to watch where I walk very intensely when I walk around my neighbourhood in kk. Y? coz scare of stepping on dig poo...In UK leh, hardly can find dog poo lying around. 1st, coz will get fine for "littering". Yup, YOUR DOG's poo is YOUR litter. Most and nearly all dogs you see in UK has an ownder. Strays are caught in the hound. Malaysia scenario: "hey! your dog shit lar...", "Ya! I know ah, good for the grass right?" "..."2ndly, I FEEL where I walk. At every pavement for you to cross the road here, there's a lot of horrible big bumps sticking out to hurt your feet. Platforms shoes should be sold here with a "CAUTION of TRIPPING" sign.

Lawyers have more pride than waiters.

Very true in Malaysia but from my very own experience here, ABSOLUTELY NOT TRUE IN UK. Clients are allowed to SCOLD, ACCUSE, SHOUT and HUMILIATE lawyers but if any of those happen to a waiter; the waiter is allowed to talk back to the customer by saying "Our staff have the right to be treated with respect and we do not tolerate this kind of behaviour.  Please LEAVE THE PREMISES." No wonder I like waitressing, I feel more like a lawyer when I can say that! ;)

im in "big wok"

lately, after leaving the job i didn't want as well as recovering from being sick...I really dunno what got into me. I had been doing things which...I dunno how to put it, -not myself or -dunno what i'm doing. I think something is not right with me. As a result i got into some trouble. I rarely had trouble being a person, mostly just got into trouble bcoz of my grades =( i feel so stressed...feel like wanna dig a hole and bury myself. Stress gives me headache and gastric but I dun feel much pain coz i'm too worried about being messed up. Normally tears will just destress me but seems like not anymore. I really dunno what to do besides going online and blogging. Please pray for me my friends...I miss u all in malaysia. I want to go home...

Living in a new phase of life...

Updates! Currently working in my aunt's conveyancing law firm in Birmingham UK. Working is fun coz got money but stressed, tired and boring. Have decided lately to do LPC, which after tat will do training for 2 years with minimum pay. After that I will be a qualified practicing solicitor and will be earning more, hopefully. Very grateful can work in my aunt's firm to get some experiences. LPC is £8000 which in RM is around RM 56,000 which i'm working to earn tat myself. So far, achievement not bad lar...just graduated this July and now got work sumore gonna support myself...i'm really a big girl liao hehehe...independent leh~now living in a new phase of life...waaaay over just student life. tat's not all. I got a STEADY bf now, which i'm utmost and absolute certain he's PERFECT and is going to be my MR. RIGHT. so, closed doors to all guys out there! =p tat's all for after such a long time i never update heeee.....muaks!

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*At this time of Christmas...Letter from Jesus

Dear loved ones,

As you well know, we are getting closer to my birthday. Every year there is a celebration in my honor and I think that this year the celebration will be repeated. During this time there are many people shopping for gifts, there are many radio announcements, TV commercials, and in every part of the world everyone is talking that my birthday is getting closer and closer.

It is really very nice to know, that at least once a year, some people think of me. As you know, the celebration of my birthday began many years ago. At first people seemed to understand and be thankful of all that I did for them, but in these times, no one seems to know the reason for the celebration. Family and friends get together and have a lot of fun, but they don't know the meaning of the celebration.

I remember that last year there was a great feast in my honor. The dinner table was full of delicious foods, pastries, fruits, assorted nuts and chocolates. The decorations were exquisite and there were many, many  beautifully wrapped gifts. But, do you want to know something? I wasn't invited. I was the guest of honor and they didn't remember to send me an invitation. The party was for me, but when that great day came, I was left outside, they closed the door in my face .... and I wanted to be with them and share their table.

In truth, that didn't surprise me because in the last few years all close their doors to me. Since I wasn't invited, I decided to enter the party without making any noise. I went in and stood in a corner. They were all drinking; there were some who were drunk and telling jokes and laughing at everything. They were having a grand time. To top it all, this big fat man all dressed in red wearing a long white beard entered the room yelling Ho-Ho-Ho! He seemed drunk. He sat on the sofa and all the children ran to him, saying: "Santa Claus, Santa Claus" .. as if the party were in his honor!

At 12 Midnight all the people began to hug each other; I extended my arms waiting for someone to hug me and ... do you know ... no one hugged me. Suddenly they all began to share gifts. They opened them one by one with  great expectation. When all had been opened, I looked to see if, maybe, there was one for me.

What would you feel if on your birthday everybody shared gifts and you did not get one? I then understood that I was unwanted at that party and quietly left.

Every year it gets worse. People only remember to eat and drink, the gifts, the parties and nobody remembers me. I would like this Christmas that you allow me to enter into your life. I would like that you recognize the fact that almost two thousand years ago I came to this world to give my life for you, on the cross, to save you. Today, I only want that you believe this with all your heart.

I want to share something with you. As many didn't invite me to their party, I will have my own celebration, a grandiose party that no one has ever imagined, a spectacular party.

I'm still making the final arrangements. Today I am sending out many invitations and there is an invitation for you. I want to know if you wish to attend and I will make a reservation for you and write your name with golden letters in my great guest book. Only those on the guest list will be invited to the party. Those who don't answer the invite, will be left outside.

Be prepared because when all is ready you will be part of my great party.

See you soon.

I Love you!

Jesus

*taken from http://varughese.blogs.friendster.com/_dreamcatcher/ my dear friend Reuben's blog. Thanks for sharing friend~

As you well know, we are getting closer to my birthday. Every year there is a celebration in my honor and I think that this year the celebration will be repeated. During this time there are many people shopping for gifts, there are many radio announcements, TV commercials, and in every part of the world everyone is talking that my birthday is getting closer and closer.

It is really very nice to know, that at least once a year, some people think of me. As you know, the celebration of my birthday began many years ago. At first people seemed to understand and be thankful of all that I did for them, but in these times, no one seems to know the reason for the celebration. Family and friends get together and have a lot of fun, but they don't know the meaning of the celebration.

I remember that last year there was a great feast in my honor. The dinner table was full of delicious foods, pastries, fruits, assorted nuts and chocolates. The decorations were exquisite and there were many, many  beautifully wrapped gifts. But, do you want to know something? I wasn't invited. I was the guest of honor and they didn't remember to send me an invitation. The party was for me, but when that great day came, I was left outside, they closed the door in my face .... and I wanted to be with them and share their table.

In truth, that didn't surprise me because in the last few years all close their doors to me. Since I wasn't invited, I decided to enter the party without making any noise. I went in and stood in a corner. They were all drinking; there were some who were drunk and telling jokes and laughing at everything. They were having a grand time. To top it all, this big fat man all dressed in red wearing a long white beard entered the room yelling Ho-Ho-Ho! He seemed drunk. He sat on the sofa and all the children ran to him, saying: "Santa Claus, Santa Claus" .. as if the party were in his honor!

At 12 Midnight all the people began to hug each other; I extended my arms waiting for someone to hug me and ... do you know ... no one hugged me. Suddenly they all began to share gifts. They opened them one by one with  great expectation. When all had been opened, I looked to see if, maybe, there was one for me.

What would you feel if on your birthday everybody shared gifts and you did not get one? I then understood that I was unwanted at that party and quietly left.

Every year it gets worse. People only remember to eat and drink, the gifts, the parties and nobody remembers me. I would like this Christmas that you allow me to enter into your life. I would like that you recognize the fact that almost two thousand years ago I came to this world to give my life for you, on the cross, to save you. Today, I only want that you believe this with all your heart.

I want to share something with you. As many didn't invite me to their party, I will have my own celebration, a grandiose party that no one has ever imagined, a spectacular party.

I'm still making the final arrangements. Today I am sending out many invitations and there is an invitation for you. I want to know if you wish to attend and I will make a reservation for you and write your name with golden letters in my great guest book. Only those on the guest list will be invited to the party. Those who don't answer the invite, will be left outside.

Be prepared because when all is ready you will be part of my great party.

See you soon.

I Love you!

Jesus

*taken from http://varughese.blogs.friendster.com/_dreamcatcher/ my dear friend Reuben's blog. Thanks for sharing friend~